More of a bad

My disease continues. Numerous losing trades, looking for runs. Very bad scalping. Going against the trend when I don't believe in it or don't see opportunities to go with it. Trading every few seconds so I don't miss any opportunity. In fact I don't see any real opportunities but I can't wait for it. When trading feeling like I'm buying small lottery tickets. Also I don't want to limit myself. Ugly spiral. 19 (-) : 2 (+) trades, ridiculous -88 : +25.

-63 pips